| Bagunça |
[Apr. 10th, 2011|10:25 am] |
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| |  cynical | ] |
There is no better word that I know to describe our situation, the battlefield, the mess, the chaos, le bordel, where we live right now. C.E. is desperate because of the mass of things she still has to consider before we actually leave the place. I am not. I have already defined my (small) part of the papers, books, and few other things, to deal with; my charge to go back to Belgium finally represents a little bit more than a suitcase. Giulano's stuff is impressive; C.E. is more than this.
Are you going to give this lamp? -Actually, I wanted to take it with me...
I see.
We are doomed... |
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| chess, history and a child |
[Apr. 9th, 2011|07:59 pm] |
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| |  content | ] |
things move, change, evolve; nothing more true here from my point of view. I had almost forgotten this journal. Happy to see it again... Looks like it evolves in these 2 last years, who didn't? Projects turned to facts or to sand; ideas turned to projects or to oblivion; desires turned to ideas or to fears...
there is nothing like a good change, maybe more if you know what you will meet again: i go back from Brazil to good old continent and good old own country. Back to the country indeed, as I will live at least for a while with wife and kid into my late father's house, far from city, in a small town, in Belgium.
Raising chicken and vegetables...
Probably having a cat, a dog... Thinking of future, a foot in the past.
Looking for peace of mind? Nope, looking for green and silence, mostly. At least some hours a day, and most of the night. Who has lived in São Paulo knows what I mean... |
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| chess, lessons and a baby |
[Apr. 29th, 2008|11:48 am] |
That's currently all my occupations...
Actually it's not true. I write too, but in a very confusing way, though it could lead to something, afterall... constructing three different ideas in a row...
-a SF story in a 200 years future from now;
-an archeo-fiction story
-a story in the present, which is the most confused, because it is right now a compilation of different characters without links... |
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| Back in time (second edition) |
[Apr. 8th, 2008|09:21 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | São Paulo | ] |
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| |  sick | ] |
Just to say I'm going to get back to livejournal with more accuracy in the next (weeks, months?)...
I promise...
And I'll meet the president of Canada, and i'll destroy the Al-Quaida in Iran, and i am a true military leader in Bosnia...
I promise...
But more seriously, I think I'll take more attention into the discussion groups. |
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| back in time |
[Sep. 24th, 2007|11:07 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Sao Paulo | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  confused | ] |
nine months later...
Giuliano is born;
I am a french teacher;
Pollution, social levels, traffic, dirty place... This city is crazy.
Hopefully, people are usually very intereting, charming and smily. How is this?
I'll try to tell later. Happy to find back my journal...
've been more regular in french on my blog
thitho.allmansland.net |
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| one month later |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|06:28 pm] |
I live for almost one month in São Paulo...
Maybe I should continue this journal in portuguese now :-)
Actually I should write more... And I have no proper excuse, unless maybe the motivation lacking... |
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| from Brussels, with love |
[Jan. 5th, 2007|01:07 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Brussels | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | relaxed | ] |
So I have left Arezzo...
And I am pratically on my way to São Paulo :-)
I'm really tired, so i won't keep this page full...
Just to tell that I am more impatient than before, and I can't wait to arrive...
Claudia, I'm coming!
:-) |
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| impaciência |
[Dec. 30th, 2006|12:17 am] |
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| |  restless | ] |
I'm not sure this is correct, in Brasilian portuguese...
But this is what i feel...
I spend time with my mother, my sister, with a lot of tension... we are here together, maybe for the last time for a long time...
And we don't find peace neither calm...
And this is due to my sister distress, but also to my impatience. I resist it very well most of the time, but I know that every second spent far from Claudia is a very important second; she is expecting, i am expecting; i am supposed to be close to her, not far. I've read a lot of things about parents, not only mothers, but also fathers, yes, we too are expecting...
hehe, who could imagine i could write about this two months ago...
I wished, but it was hard to imagine... |
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| leaving this place |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|10:33 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
This is not the most important of what is happening to me; of course not.
The most important is that I am going to join the woman I love; the most important, equally, is that we are waiting for a child.
But I have to consider that I leave this place. I have been here for one year and a half now.
If I have to consider the time I have spent here, I think it really has to be balanced... Winning, losing time is not a consideration... Learning, we always are... Taking care of people, having been productive, this is interesting, and I think I have been... For both...
About writing, I have done some good things here, but I really think I have attained my limit considering this right place
So, I think I am leaving the place at a right moment, even considering my relationship with my sister. This would need a complex development.
Anyway, even considering all of this, I have to admit I didn't think about it before I saw the real reasons why I go, which are my love and my future fatherhood... |
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| the 9th of january |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|08:26 pm] |
At this date I will continue my journal from Brazil...
It is fixed, decided, sure...
Because...
How strange, i was so far from this some time ago, and now i am so close to what I expect from life: taking care of the one i love and her child...
I am waiting my child...
Is it so magic? |
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